Thursday, November 27, 2003
Have a Happy T-day. If ya want to.
Not to happy lately. I'm in between coping with new stuff and not knowing how to do it. It makes recording even the most peripheral information about my life a chore. I'm kinda shell-shocked with new info. Maybe after I get things scraped together a little..
Felling a little guilty today ??
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Not to happy lately. I'm in between coping with new stuff and not knowing how to do it. It makes recording even the most peripheral information about my life a chore. I'm kinda shell-shocked with new info. Maybe after I get things scraped together a little..
Felling a little guilty today ??
Wednesday, November 19, 2003
Welp. O.k. Went to GIRCNA VII last weekend. Lotsa Iowa Peeps from Des Moines, Mason City and us Quackners. I just wanted a weekend away, so I wasn't disappointed. But. The 2nd most important thing [behind the "program" or scheduling] about a convention is the layout of the hotel itself. Anything Jumers [Post-Jumers] sucks. The Chateau could have been worse, but man. The pool was on the 1st floor, the lobby the 2nd, the "hospitality" room, the 3rd. At least the allleged "workshops", speaker meetings and Buffet were all in the same "wing" but their wansn't anywhere for addicts go go smoke and congregate. No chance for random socialization. The Holiday Inn will be much better. Oops. I've gotta go. Appointment in an hour. and I smell bad.
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Monday, November 10, 2003
My Life is pathetic.
It's only this big |-------| .
But I'm working on changing that so don't say ima whinin'.
Semi busy day. Don's to fix plumbing, Luis' to fix PC, and Julie who's gonna have to fix herself.
Then maybe an 8 o'clock.
First day of group tomorrow. In my illustrious career of being broken, I've never really been in a "professional" group therapy setting. I'll prolly be told that I'm acting inappropriately before I walk in the door. Which would be true. But how did they know..??
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It's only this big |-------| .
But I'm working on changing that so don't say ima whinin'.
Semi busy day. Don's to fix plumbing, Luis' to fix PC, and Julie who's gonna have to fix herself.
Then maybe an 8 o'clock.
First day of group tomorrow. In my illustrious career of being broken, I've never really been in a "professional" group therapy setting. I'll prolly be told that I'm acting inappropriately before I walk in the door. Which would be true. But how did they know..??
Friday, November 07, 2003
A week without posting. Ima slacker. Sue me, shit-for-brains.
I now have a social worker, a LMSW named Amy. I'm starting into a new support group, focus not listed here.
I'm addressing issues, and so I'm turning left AGAIN. Prolly explains my inattention to this and other people/things in my life: I've got things floating around in my head, and it's distracting seeing turds floating by.....
Maybe pills will help...
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I now have a social worker, a LMSW named Amy. I'm starting into a new support group, focus not listed here.
I'm addressing issues, and so I'm turning left AGAIN. Prolly explains my inattention to this and other people/things in my life: I've got things floating around in my head, and it's distracting seeing turds floating by.....
Maybe pills will help...
